Friday, April 01, 2016

Inner Hysteria

What is going on here
I can not tell
So lost and confused
I have only felt this strongly 
Once before
Last time it went hand in hand 
With altering anger
Today it paired with sorrow
A deep heart break 
I had to push away
Or be crushed under the weight
I am so beyond bewildered
Is my emotional state justified
Or did I get too wrapped up 
In those first few words
This shit isn't black and white
I am gorging on comfort
Waves of aggravation coming forth
I usually have a better idea
Of how things really are
At least when they matter
Damn it, this matters to me

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