I'm In

I miss you.
I am sorry.
Of course I feel it is mainly my fault.
Hopefully we can pull it back.
Because as soon as my mind flickers to your face,
I am instantly misserable.
And when I am misserable,
I just want to fall into you.
Into what feels like home to me.
I love you with all that I am.
I know that we might not be meant to last.
But I feel in my gut that is supposed to be longer than this.
I want us to be given the chance to really try.
If I don't try, I will never care of myself again.
Baby, I want to be with you.
Baby, I want to love you.
Baby, I want to be loved by you.
I hope that somewhere in that overwhelmed, brilliant mind of yours
You can remember that at least a little;
For forever and always.